自然定律?

人會變,月會圓,真係一個自然定律? 或者係羊自己唔成熟?雖然人會隨著成長路途上,不斷學習如何進步的同時,亦不斷改變自己的性格,務求適應不斷改變的社會,不過羊唔想相信人會改到連本性都變埋。

事源係,好耐無見嘅同學訴說老同學嘅轉變,有啲措手不及之餘,有更多嘅失望。聽完個故事,羊,第一感覺:一啲都唔似佢嘅為人;第二感覺:以佢咁順風順水嘅人生,無咩理由會變成咁不近人情;第三感覺:係咪有誤會呢?不過,再諗深一啲,大家又真係N咁多年無聯絡,變化都可以好大嘅。羊,又好難繼續一廂情願咁想像嘅。話晒佢地曾經係好好朋友喎,同學有啲難接受又係真嘅。

羊唯有接受,近朱者赤,近墨者黑嘅理論,心好過啲咁啦。感覺好似只係衰人帶壞佢,唔係佢本身嘅問題…唉唉唉,算喇,都唔關羊事。小導消息源源不絕,真係唔到你唔想知…。唉,都唔知糾纏到幾時。

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I Fall to Pieces…

I Fall to Pieces – Patsy Cline

I fall to pieces
Each time I see you again
I fall to pieces
How can I be just your friend?

You want me to act like we’ve never kissed
You want me to forget (to forget)
Pretend we’ve never met (never met)

And I’ve tried and I’ve tried
But I haven’t yet
You walk by and I fall to pieces
I fall to pieces

Each time someone speaks your name (speaks your name)
I fall to pieces
Time only adds to the flame

You tell me to find someone else to love
Someone who love me too (love me too)
The way you used to do (used to do)

But each time I go out with someone new
You walk by and I fall to pieces
You walk by and I fall to pieces

Songwriters: Hank Cochran / Harlan Howard

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沒由來的失落

唉,又係咁。明明都唔問,唔注意,之前就已經唔知點解會知道啲唔應該知道嘅嘢。早兩年仲要羊喺附近撞見”W出沒”。好嘞,今趟自閉到連周遭嘅人都無聯絡,無理由有蛛絲馬跡㗎嘛。哼,竟然喺陌生過陌生嘅路人M口中,得知道小導消息。天呀,想點呀。又要羊放下,但又隔一陣不斷更新情況,究竟想點㗎?!

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黐咗線

一定係又中招,一窩風咁睇亦舒啲書。今日又完成咗”心扉的信”同”天秤座事故”。

不過,睇埋呢轉就夠晒嚕。

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情意結

最近可能生活得閒啲,腦筋平靜啲,又想睇番多啲書。剛剛前幾日睇完本散文集,見最後書目列表有本”小宇宙”,睇簡介係科幻類,禁不住極速個多小時睇晒。今日又用咗個午飯時間,終於都睇咗本聞名已久”朝花夕拾”。

小宇宙係關於靈魂一個又一個的移轉到數個肉體之中,當中有原醫生、曼勒醫院…

至於朝花夕拾,就牽涉到時空交錯,有「那位先生、那位夫人」、原醫生、納爾遜、老管家老蔡…

當然,呢啲全部都唔係主線啦,不過,就係呢點情意結,羊就選嚟睇囉。點講都係睇衛斯理大㗎嘛,要支持支持嘅。

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忍著痛,行一轉樓梯…

都唔知點解,大部份嘅書局都要上落樓梯。羊自從整親隻腳,都成幾個月都無去過書局。有好有唔好嘅:買少啲書,唔使迫到成間屋都係書;不過,幾個月無行,又心思思喎。所以囉,見呢個星期有啲啲好轉,就去一趟天地。本來就僅僅諗住行一轉,點知又減價喎,又送優惠券,又送九折咭,唔買好似又過唔去喎。最終都係買咗亦舒兩本散文集,抵睇過小說嘛。

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眼淚為你流

羊真係好眼淺。只係睇緊鄭國江老師嘅書,都可以睇到眼濕濕。其實,好多年前,羊睇咩嘢慘情電影呀,書呀,電視呀,新聞都無反應。都係呢兩,三年,淚線先正常番。所以囉,羊相信淚係會流乾嘅,需要時間儲番來。

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